Depression is when you look at your loved ones and feel overwhelmingly empty, and even though you know you love them to pieces, you still feel completely numb and nothing can change that
I hate getting so sad to the point where my body completely shuts down, and all I can do is just lay there and think about all my problems
I smile all the time even though I don’t really want to, but I do it because I don’t feel like I’m allowed to be sad when I’m with other people. I also do whatever it takes to make someone else happy because since I don’t feel happy most of the time, it just makes me feel a little better seeing someone else happy. I also isolate myself even though sometimes I really just want someone around
